Monday, September 22, 2014

my prayer on this september night.

God,
Listening to "God of This City" just really humbled me. Lord, I know that You are truly the Lord of all things. You really do control everything. I am so, so tiny and small in comparison to this world and Lord, even smaller when compared to You. God, I am so insignificant that it amazes me that You, the Creator of literally EVERYTHING loves me with this deep passionate love that I can't comprehend or even begin to return...

THERE IS NO ONE LIKE OUR GOD!

You have so many amazing plans for my life, Lord, It amazes me and perplexes me that You have such plans for me God. And not only do You have my plans in mind, Lord, but everyone who has, is, and will walk on this earth..

AND TIME IS IN HIS HANDS, BEGINNING AND THE END!

You are so great, God! Actually, great does not describe You. My human vocabulary is not worthy of a word to describe the way that You are, God.

NAME ABOVE ALL NAMES!

WORTHY OF ALL PRAISE!

HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD!

Lord, but I am holding onto some disbelief.. I am so scared that maybe You aren't there.. maybe You aren't there because why do I, an insignificant being, deserve such great love as has been shown and described and revealed to me?

But God, Your love isn't like the love I see on earth...Your love isn't the love that will grow tired of loving. It won't leave when the going gets rough or there is something better to love. Your love isn't a love in vain. Your love isn't fleeting. Your love isn't deceitful. Your love is strong and firm. Your love is unconditional. Your love is everlasting. Your love is true. Your love won't leave me wanting...

I want to give into this love... YOUR love, Lord!
emily



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